Get Real....

Single? naaahhh!

2006-12-22T11:24:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA!!! May Girlfriend na ako!!! (=P)

Seriously speaking, I found her na... Finally... for keeps...

Pics Soon!!! Ciao!

Damn!

2006-08-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

we lost to B(ull) S(hit) Dial. joke.. Bell South Dial. Score? 55-54. close? yeah. It was the dirtiest game I saw in my whole life. Not because we're playing with so much dirt but the biased officiating was so evident during the game. I never had one before with that kind of officiating. It was really a one-sided affair. I don't know why those referees are so inconsiderate when calling fouls against our opponents. There were 8 fouls that na hindi natawag which may led to a different outcome of the game. We may have won the game, but we didn't. Bitter? no. Why would I? Sa kanila na. We played with pride. Fair and square. In our minds, we won. I know, alam nila mas deserving kami. We played our hearts out. We never gave up. But still,
those fucking and uneducated referees decided the outcome of the dirtiest game i've ever played.
What can i say?wala. masaya because out of 4 games, we won 2. It's much better kesa nung 2005 season na we won only one. panay pa tambak talo namin.
Averages ko? 1 point per game, 2 rebounds per game, 1 ast per game and 1 steal per game.
Next year babawi daw kami. Siguro sila lang. I don't know. Siguro.

Get real...

2006-08-04T03:32:00.000-07:00

It was so funny coz as soon I stepped in the production floor, my co-players kept telling me "ok lang yan chris, bawian na lang natin sa basketball yan." I really can't "decode" such advices coming from them. I knew they're referring to Aims whom I courted and got rejected (I admitted it ah) kasi this guy from chase fraud is also courting her and malamang sila na that's why they kept on saying that. As if naman may pakialam ako sa kanila di ba? It may sound bitter but I'm not. I'm just trying na magpakatotoo. Siguro, nagpapakatotoo na ako. I admit I'm slow nung pursue ko pa siya kasi hanggang text lang ako. I don't know. Siguro I'm not the type of person na dinadaan sa bilis just to get that sweet "yes". For me, Courting is a way to know more about the girl. Sigurista? Maybe but not really. I don't want na may pagsisisihan ako sa bandang huli.
About Aims, sssooobbbrrraaaannnggg Labo niya. I want to tell her na she's unfair but I can't. Why would I? Wala akong karapatan.
I would prefer na sinabi na lang niya na basted ako, di nya ako type, or kung anu mang lecheng reason ang pwedeng sabihin wag lang na yung reason niya na may trauma siya sa
guys kaya she can't accept suitors.
I went to the old Makati Stock Exchange bldg earlier where the CVG basketball games are held and I saw Aims sitting in one of the benches and might be waiting for that guy to finish the game.
Anu naman gagawin ko? mag iiyak or ngangawa? hahaha. Funny. Bakit pa? di lang naman siya ang pwede magpasaya sa 'kin. I got my family, friends, and a pet. As what TL joey told me, Madami pa nga namang babae diyan. You don't have to look for them, You just have to wait for them. Live life. =)

Waaaaahhhhh!

2006-08-01T20:43:00.000-07:00

Taragis! im hitting 30% sa call conversion ko! 10 hangups in aIt's been a long time since last na ganito ako kababa... I really hate it pag ganito kasi hirap maghabol sobra knowing im already in the morning shift and calls are shitty.
Internet na lang ako just to make bawi sa frustration ko sa conversion. Keber kung bawal. Magpapahuli ba? of course not! hehehe.

Alcatraz!

2006-08-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

Damn! It was one hell of a day for me... First time to have a different working schedule after a year and 7 months. Started the day(?) na gumising ng 2:30am just to prepare for work. Knowing that there's no FX ng ganung time and getting a taxi naman is so mahal, I took 4 jeepney rides just to reach makati. It took me one hour para makarating. Yeah, mabilis nga pero I'm not fond of riding a jeep ng ganung time baka nga naman mamaya eh holdap di ba? First time!
Anyway, It was one good 'ol day for my conversion coz I was able to score 50% for the day.
TL jessie is showing na pwede nga naman siya maging ka-chums ng mga team members niya(sana!). Hope he'll live up to our expectations para nakakagana magtrabaho. hehehe.
Nga pala, He already approved the name Alcatraz (I should be credited for that! Akin yun! heheheh) for our new team which composes of 11 consultants. There are 5 from my team and 6 from voyageurs.
Haaaayyy... need to sleep... Need to be early at malakas ulan... Last working day and off na!

Bye CaRLsBaD...

2006-07-27T11:05:00.000-07:00

2 more days and Team Carlsbad will be history. Big deal? Yes. After 1 year and 6 months, the main reason why I'm staying with Convergys will be gone. I treated the team as my 2nd family na and TL Joey as a kuya, probably as a dad na din.
Right now, di pa rin nag-si-sink in ang term na "disband". It's just like FPJ na hindi ko pa rin maisip na patay na talaga. Life is full of surprises. Surprise! Surprise! Wala na ang Carlsbad....
I can't blame TL sa choice niya na pag hiwa-hiwalayin ang team and never let another supervisor to handle the group. What if nga buo nga ang team pero "ho-humm" naman ang sup di ba? Baka supain pa namin siya. Hehehe. He's right. The truth is, only Joey can handle us. Kahit we're made up of different clusters, He would always remind us na we're always a team. A team made of different agents na iba't-iba ang toyo sa utak. May toyo nga ang Carlsbad, but still, other teams can't deny the fact na the BEST kami. From conversions to attitude, Too hot to handle.
From Team buildings to pasaways, I'll miss the group for sure. Kill me kung may miss ako ha...
Hael(syempre!), Honeylet, Shabs, Hans, April, lloyd, Mommy O, Ate Vi, Jan, Wayne, Ridge, Dennis, Fatim, AKo siyempre, Jun, Mommy Paz, Jp, Anthony, Vince, Diane, Ekah, Meg, Tine, Nark, Mike, Marissa, ALfred, Heidi, Kristina F, Sam, Kristina G, Kiko, Melvyn, Ice, Joan, Tet, Jean H., Reign (yan pare ah!), cheng,Janu, Donna, Kristina G II.
Will there be life after Carlsbad? Oo naman!
Pero, if you'll be asking me if there will be another Team Carlsbad, wala na.

3 days.

2006-07-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Happy muna...
Wednesday July 19
I was happy kasi i was able to work with Events.work ulit and expecting that it would be petix ulit. Mahirap? yep! pero I realized that being a production assistant requires lots of energy na dapat meron ka para you can keep in pace with people na kasama sa organizing committee.
Rewarding naman siya coz I got the chance of watching Gary V. live without paying anything. Plus na din yung mga models na kasama sa Samsung IT event who were used as usherettes for the guests. Woohhoo!
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Sad 1...
Friday July 21
Damn! Team CSG lost to Chase Magic by 6 points! Bad day for me kasi di lang wala akong na-shoot but I also got some mouthsores kasi nasiko ako nung bantay ko. At least, I was able to contribute 3 rebounds, a steal and an assist. Season Averages ? 1 ppg, 2.5 rebs, 1 ast, 1 Stl.
Bad stats for a starter. Buti na lang coach namin yung TL ko so no prob sa playing time. Since we're up against CIS na boloks daw, I know we can beat them easily. Target ko? 10 points para naman tumaas average ko.
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Sad 2...
Sunday July 23
One sad day for Team Carlsbad. Diane told me earlier that the team will be disbanded because TL Joey will be promoted to the chase dedicated account. I thought Ice was just joking about it and pinagtitripan ako because I was out for 3 days because of my approved vacation leaves. Mahirap isipin na makita yung team mo for 1 year and 6 months will be disbanded na pati yung 2nd family mo sa work na maghihiwalay. Haaaayyyy....
Now, pinag-iisipan ko kung anung dapat gawin. Should I stay or should I go? transfer ba ako ng ibang account or lipat ng ibang company? I'm really undecided right now. I'll wish goodluck di lang para sa mga teammates ko but also for my self.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................

Wala lang

2006-07-13T06:18:00.000-07:00

First day of the working na naman. As usual, kakatamad na naman and I'm so sleepy kahit i slept for 11 hours straight kaya I'll be praying na maaprove yung application namin for VGH (downtime). Syempre, I won't gamble today to stay sa office kasi mas prone sa shitty calls pag thurs and friday. I would prefer having a pay cut rather clearing 3 months again because of conversion.

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Im excited na sa saturday! I'll be fielded as a starter against the IT dept kasi. But, kinakabahan din kasi it's been a long time since I played competitive basketball. For the first time, I'll be wearing the number 18. I dont know why I chose that number pero siguro for a change lang. hahaha.

Futbol!

2006-07-06T15:00:00.000-07:00

I was invited by a friend to join a football pickup game last Wednesday. So even clueless about the game, join pa din ako kahit maaga pa ang game and need to hit the road ng 5 am para dating ng maaga sa venue. Hirap nga naman daw laro ng sobrang init and tirik ang araw.
assessment? I played a nice game but i need to work on ball handling, footwork and siyempre striking goals. hehehe

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Kaasar, Dahil sa sobrang pagod, I forgot that we'lll be having our basketball practice later kaya baka sakali na lang na maganda ang game ko mamaya. Since coach namin si TL, i'll try to play a good game even I'm drunk (dahil sa lintek na downtime! Grr!) and still lacking decent hours of sleep. In short, Bahala na si Batman!

ye boy!!!

2006-07-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

pic which was shared by my cousin... galing sa friend nya.. hehehehe guess who.....

First Day of July

2006-07-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hard to believe
by E-Heads

I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world
It's so hard to believe
That everything you see is different
From the things that you've been told

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling
It's so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much
O please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch
Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world
The only thing
I can believe...

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Sad mode muna.

Di ko alam kung maasar ako or what. Ang labo talaga ng mga babae. di mo alam kung anu ba talaga o nang-aano eh.. Gets? :-) If i really deserve to be rejected, sabihin lang di ba? bakit ang dami pang pasakalye... Nagiging complicated pa tuloy kahit no-brainer na. I just treating it as a test. Test to measure up my patience in handling a situation nabinibigay nya. Pero baka pinalalakas ko lang ang loob ko at sinasabi dapat pang umasa kahit hindi na... :-(

gawa ni aims..

OF LOVE AND WILL

I will search for the sun in the drops of rain
I will drink the bile of life's torturous pain
I will seek the empty world to find you
I will look for a hello in an adieu.
I will sift for your teardrop in a river of blood
I will search for purity in the vastness of mud
I will explore a gibbet for an open space
I will cheat to win an unwinnable race.
I will search for meaning behind the clouds of virgin nonsense
I will explore for a needle in a jungle so dense
I will look for a ridge in the deepest trench
I will smell the sweetness of your perfume in life’s foul stench.
I will wipe out humanity’s stain
I will do crazy things to be sane
I will dig for piety in hell and Lucifer
I will search for a mascula in the purest pearl.
I will fish for the stars in the ground
I will paint with my spirit in the invisible mound
I will bleed to cure your scarred emotion
I will savor the taste of the killer poison.
I will treat an ugly death as an art
I will search for compassion in the devil’s heart
I will save the undone years
I will survive the piercing pain of a hundred spears.
I will look for a flaw in perfection
I will mock the running of time and motion
I will sacrifice more just to gain less
I will use failure to perfect the test.
I will fathom the depths of human imagination
I will seek clarity with the use of my obscure vision
I will concoct a panacea to treat nothingness
I will bestir a thousand pains to extract happiness.
I will make use of silence to create a wistful listen
I will defy the rules for victory to be beaten
I will wait for snow in the final summer
I will use my burning tears to melt the butter.
I will delve into the lies behind the truth
I will plant a dead tree to ripen a fruit
I will squeeze the sweetness out of a bollygum
I will belch a scream through a hum.
I will stop the time to live forever
I will forget everything just to remember
I will chase the future now and today
I will steal the sun from the mornings of May.
I will look for an end in infinty
I will use undulation to create stability
I will call on nature's cataclysms to calm your world
I will enslaven myself to be my own Lord.
I will build a fire out of water
I will kill the night for the sun to appear
I will scrimp in times of bounty
I will ingrain the ugliest scar in the face of the perfect beauty.
I will make use of the nastiest noise to create the most soulful melody
I will unburden you of your load so heavy
I will gather the weaknesses of a thousand hopeless to create strength
I will straighten a mind that’s cursed to be forever bent.
I will challenge life with all its depth and breadth
I will love you beyond eternity, beyond death
I will bridge the irreconcilable and the incompatible
Because of you, I will simply do the impossible…

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Happy naman!

I was happy kasi my brother (Jonathan) will be screened for his US Visa application. Formality sake na lang yun because they're just waiting for his confirmation kung saang US state siya itatapon. hehehe.
Finally, makakatulong na din siya sa family esp to my mom and dad. Ako naman, will be relieved as the primary breadwinner sa family. Hindi naman ako madamot or anything, I guess I deserve something different naman. Years has passed and im always there pag may financial problems.. I never complained about that kasi being a kuya, there's always a responsibility for me to lessen the burden ng parents ko.. I love doing it... Still loving. =)

Sad Days Off...

2006-06-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

It's our last day ulit.... anu kaya ang pwedeng gawin? sadly, may mga plans but I don't know if I'll pushing it through since la na ako gana coz my special girl is not making pansin of me na.. I duno what happened. I never did anything wrong... Right now, one question is stuck inside my head, WHY? It's unfair, I would rather be rejected by someone kesa be dropped just like a hot potato. I dunno why she left ng ganun-ganun lang.. busy? kung busy ba siya eh dapat bang dalhin sa bahay yun? Di ko alam ang reason kung bakit all of a sudden cold treatment ang nakukuha ko sa kanya. Im a bit disorganized, Clueless with what's happening..

Bye bye? HHmm.....

2006-06-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

malapit na inter-site games sa Cvg-Makati! woohoo! Will I be able to increase my scoring average? hahaha just dreaming! La lang. I think It would be my last tournament. huhuhu...
Etelecare called me earlier for my pending application for the QA position. Kung matanggap, good! kung hindi, oks lang. I also have plans of transferring to another company or probably career change na. Haaaaaayyyyyy.... Anu gagawin ko ate charo?!?!?

First time....

2006-06-18T12:20:00.000-07:00

hahaha! It's my first time to create one. Out of boredom sa office. Instead of sleeping, I'd rather spend time doing this to be more productive. hehehehe... Fella members are sleeping, TL is eating at his station, other consultants are taking calls. Boring talaga. Nothing to do kasi weekend. Smart americans are out of their homes and gone somewhere kaya yung mga tanga ang gumagamit ng phone at nambibwisit. Hope I can do this on a regular basis... di naman ebryday pero 3x a week naman.. hehehe it depends.. :p